I had the
privilege of offering a reflection during our Reconciliation Service yesterday
and thought I would share it with you all. For a little context, this service
was prepared as part of a Lay Presiding course in which we learn how to
prepare, plan and facilitate different types of liturgies ranging from Evening
Prayer, Taize Prayer, and Liturgy of the Word. The readings we chose to use for
this particular service were 2 Corinthians 5:17-20 and Luke 7:36-50.
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When I
told my mom that I would be preaching at a reconciliation service she laughed
and told me a story of how when she and her cousin Michelle were younger, they loved going to confession. In fact, they loved it so much that they
would make up sins just so that they could go again!
Apparently
I did not inherit that confession-loving gene, because I am often the complete
opposite of my mother in this story. I tend to avoid going to confession like
it’s the plague. The idea of reviewing the number of times I have sinned and
reciting them to someone is not exactly the most appealing thing to me and
causes way more anxiety than it probably should – especially when I usually
know all too well those places in my life where I have failed.
I know when I
could have been a better friend, a better daughter, a better roommate,
colleague, Christian, you name it. And that awareness, that lovely Catholic
guilt, often becomes the focal point of my confession when I do go.
But what
if the focus was shifted?
What if rather than placing all of the concentration
on listing failures, a greater attention was paid to the abounding love and
forgiveness shown by God in this beautiful sacrament of Reconciliation? Even
just using the word “reconciliation” rather than “confession” completely shifts
the tone. In the sacrament we are not just reciting our faults and waiting for
our penance. We are doing more than just confessing, we are reconciling. We are
looking to restore right relationship with the Divine, to continue striving to
know God better and to love the world as God loves.
Today in
the Gospel we hear Jesus say “Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many,
have been forgiven; hence she has shown great love.” Because this woman - unnamed and labeled only by the fact that she, like all of us, is a sinner -
because she has shown great love, she is forgiven. It did not matter that
she had “sins which were many” or even what those sins were.
She loved.
She loved and she actively sought to serve God – to get as close
to the Beloved as she possibly could. And it is because of that outpouring of
courageous love that Jesus said to her, “Your faith has saved you. Go in
peace.”
“In
Christ, God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses
against them, and entrusting the message of reconciliation to us.” This is the ministry of reconciliation. It is
not intended to be a counting of trespasses, a recitation of sins and a
sentencing of penance. Reconciliation is an outpouring of grace in which we
recognize the infinite love of God and allow that love to take hold of our
hearts as we go out into the world as “ambassadors for Christ”.
So this
evening, as you prepare to celebrate the sacrament of Reconciliation, rather
than focusing primarily on failures, perhaps pray for openness and receptivity
to the endless love of God and a deeper understanding of how we are called not
only to recognize that brilliant love, but to share it with our world.
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How are you called to bring the infinite love and goodness of God with the world?
Peace,
Sarah
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